the rosary


the things I found as I went through your purse –

tobacco, condoms, a porcelain Buddha figurine.


in the morning my mother taped his obituary

to the mirror over the bathroom sink.


beside me, on the front bench-seat,

her bare knee just below the hem of her skirt.


apricots and shrapnel, my grandfather

remembered nothing else of the war.


the last time we kissed, my hand

on her back while hers clutched keys,

she’d remind me – felt nothing like the first.


my grandfather dead, arms folded

across his chest in the casket, his sister

straining to place a picture of Jesus into his shirt pocket.



If Erin Fell

The red-skinned potatoes cold in the pan,

the stick of butter soft mid-day, the grape

at the foot of the chair—bruised at the point

pulled from the stem, the candle wax

thick in carpet, the struggle of a ceiling fan

in its revolutions, the slice of bread

blackened and stiff on the toaster oven

tray, the dog-eared photo upright

against the napkin holder—leave as is.

The first time someone uttered “love

is blind,” they watched Butades’ daughter

trace the outline of a shadow on a city wall—

her hand quick in the setting sun.





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