cathryn hankla
cathryn hankla
Lizard
Black blood and chemical sunsets
From the nuclear power plant
Near Auvillar, our quaint southern village,
A pretty bit of evidence
Stirs up a windstorm, thunder puffs
That never erupt, a cannon fires into the sky
To ward off lightning and hellfire.
Black bloodlines, small veins
Of iron traversing a mineral hunk.
Prometheus grew a daily liver
Only to suffer its being plucked
Out of his side and eaten by an eagle.
In Eastern Europe the hazelnuts
Are contaminated by Chernobyl
Well into the next century,
As is the water. Not fit, it will
Turn your bowels black
And everything within them.
Milk paint green shutters
Work against sun in even gestures.
A cool breeze limits
Contentment, limits joy, limits
Pleasure, limits anger.
The buzzing of plump flies
Reminds me of the daily news.
How everything can be or have a corpse,
An eye that blinks, a downside,
Flipside, memory, spin.
I was trying not to wake
And wondering
How I got where I got,
The hours, the continents, the river spilling
From rain and rumbling past.
The woman told her story
Of rejection, of how her parents
Murdered her tie to them.
She pushed us off, dropping
Word bombs.
We stopped listening.
A split screen glimpse of oneself:
I was caught, a five-lined skink,
Half dull brown, half measured
By my indigo, shining tail—
That severed and squirmed
And will re-grow. The comet
Touts doomsday at the end
Of several centuries in a row.
False alarms resound.
Warm sunlight on brick
Brings out lizards.
Darkness, roaches.
Morning, the local newspaper.
Evening, the moonflowers bloom.
In the village the clock chimes
At steady half-hour intervals.
At 13:30 the postmistress
Reopens for a second half day.
Bonjour, madame, je voudrais
Trois carte postal pour l’etais-unis,
S’il vous plait. Merci, merci.
Endtimes:
2012
The rooster crows, and the world is not ending
As long as the la Garonne flows red,
Not from blood but clay, the crumbling
Earth that rolls downhill when it pours.
Mud that makes pots cure in Gascony kilns,
Supplies elephants their vitamins
On the sun-baked veldt,
Grows generations of kin.
What cannot be seen is dark energy
Plus dark matter, in theory,
With neither emission nor reflection.
We’re living in the four percent zone,
Narrow band of the directly known.
What can we accomplish within our percentage,
Our fractional existence?
This is no time for ceremony, indeed.
The sun beats down on our straw heads.
Our only worry is the eastern thunder.
Sampling every lace of green and root,
We wander as though it’s forever.
11:11
The rooster crows, and the world is not ending
As long as ginger can be grated
Into beets and stirred,
Garlic smashed into butter
With mushrooms and a dash of olive oil.
My grandmother’s dank root cellar,
Lined with jars of persimmon and apricot,
Smelled of gasoline from the mower,
Fresh divots churned by the rear wheels.
To the Mayans, the Milky Way
Was a road of souls, the route
To the underworld, our passage to heaven.
9:11
Our solar system is slated to pause in eclipse
At the galaxy’s middle. Earth’s magnetic
Poles will shift, reverse. Foretold,
This has not happened yet.
If all time is equally present, can it stop?
Can we stop this time, this time past?
The polar bear finds her footing,
Afloat with her cub. The planes
Never crash and the towers hold fast.
There was a time when this did not happen.
There was a chance this did not happen.
There was a reversal of fortune.
Before the final divination
From the codified books of God
That beset man on man, wax figures,
Trapped in strata of igneous
Rock, are still waiting to erupt.
The clattering shark’s tooth necklace
Makes a sound like regret.
There’s no going back on this lying net.
5:55
The rooster is crowing, and the world is not ending.
All day and night the rooster
Wails, as though he were in Spain
Or Mexico, where roosters never sleep.
The crowing has crossed borders.
There are no national songs the rooster knows.
There are no love songs the rooster knows.
There was a time when this rooster
Was a pet, but the cold man sold him.
Now he cannot stop telling his woe.
The albatross has nothing on this blubbering,
This dingy red comb badge of honor.
4:44
The rusty feathers of the rooster shine
After the storm. His mate, the white chicken
Up the hill, perches on a split fence rung.
What to do with these signs and portents?
When the clock says 11:11 every time
You look. When the dash reads 5:55
With 55 mile per hour road signs
Framing the car in traffic, multiplying
The 5’s luck. When the digits are 4:44
Every night you cannot sleep.
When everywhere you look the clocks
Are ticking toward 2012. I unfurl
The tourist Mayan calendar
From San Miguel, study the symbols
Around the painted wheel .
Planets, stars, seasons, crops, and time.
Stars sighted by sextant, measure
Location at sea. Space and time, once
Necessarily linked, parted for several
Centuries, awaiting Einstein.
10:10
There’s mystery in what numbers
Come up for you. Some swear by
7’s. Others claim 13 for their jerseys.
Parents favor their children’s natal
Combinations, as though those
Accidents will unlock Godspeed
At the track. I won the lottery
On a hunch, on my sister’s birthday,
And was showered with envy
After the billboard announcement went up.
Luck, the most outrageous achievement.
Forget underground shelters, pray for luck.