Stones
The trees are upside-down chandeliers.
The light engreens.
Here, on this balcony, everyone is pardoned.
O regret! It is the unwanted dog
that follows one home from the wound
of a stabbed person, from a wall
where one has chained and beaten
a person for no reason. Many people die
without a miracle. Many die in hospitals
deformed by years of crippling endless loves
that end in Texas. No one has ever died
where I now stand, but disease takes many in its dark
sack and they simply vanish. Everyone is swept
under the sea eventually, and everyone comes back,
but backwards, and is lost; and I’ve been angry
at the resurrected, their big eyes, their teeth;
and I have taken everything from them
because I’m sick.
The Sealed Church
I have dug my own grave with my mouth.
Here I am, eating you, full of outer space;
growing feathers, but inwards, and it hurts.
I walk by myself to the desert and beat up angels.
“Slave makers!” Why is our suffering
so important to them? They must be insane,
or so remote from our reality
they have simply lost the thread.
So I push them down, and kick them for an hour.
And I tell them the following: