jill khoury
The Haunt
I float in spider-silk arabesques
from branch to branch.
You can hear me hush-land
on your well appointed lawn:
Hydrangea and Japanese maple,
dogwood, bombilla,
bouquet of scotch bonnets
simmering in a white plastic planter.
The paint-chipped garage door,
the suburban earth floor—
soil and oil and tar and grass.
The old elementary school
beckons and I enter
through a cracked window.
Inside, bulletin-board sketches
curl their corners, pink erasers
go dry. I write my name
on the board backwards.
And you, love, you exit your house,
in the early morning, not adjusted
to daylight. You breathe me in,
surprised. Oh, that’s where you’ve been
all this time. With me in it, your head
feels cleaner than before. We walk
to the park where it is your job
to polish the brass, paint the wood
the brightest white. I dance three times
around the gazebo. It’s outdoor concert
season. I’m looking for teenagers,
their furtive remnants: jacket, hairbrush,
brown and white autumn of cigarette butts.
I rock the bandstand’s metal posts.
You think it’s the wind.
I miss this the most, warm September.
A big band night, a crowd that swings.
Everyone forcing their beauties to shine.
Copperhead
Royal, radiant
from atop your self-made throne
you uncoil, welcome
me. Your angular
jaw dances, rides currants
of scent. Do you sense
the pulse in my veins?
The copper in me calls to
the copper in you.
Jelly
When I saw the half-inflated
cellophane sac, I waited stupidly
for the swell of breath,
like human lungs.
The sun skated
off the dying hemisphere,
pulled the light into severe
opalescence
over the boneless body.
Parents told serrated truths.
The story of a girl
just like you
who was stung
because she wasn’t careful—
her leg inflated, red
and redwood-sized.
I tried to reconcile the image
with all that was left
on the beach:
pink-purple aura
that vanished
when the sun winked
behind a cloud,
the body, too far ashore
for the tide to reclaim it.