john rauschenberg
Invocation
So sing to me, Muse of Division IV
(whose name is Crystal; dirty-haired, she holds
a half-drunk Keystone can), of Golden Empire
League basketball in 1995,
Paul Wickwire making threes, left-handed arcs
I tracked, like Galileo, for seven months.
The gyms were little coals in mountain dark.
What lasts is only the fidelity
of every game, each player like a needle
on time’s slow vinyl, making mystic marks,
the dusty averages that fell from youth.
And when the final buzzer stalled the air
in Golden Sierra’s gym, we’d bothered just
the wax-thick floor, and left just all our parents.
For A Bartender
Whenever any poet, businesslike
and facile, crows that everything is girls
and objects disappointing boys, or vice
vice versa (guilty too) I think of how
my beer appeared before I had a notion
of needing it, on gorgeous Monday nights
stuck in the bar we shouldn’t have enjoyed
but did, the conscious air of New York State
around us cramped with thought and the unspent
energies of God, or local forces--bugs
consumed with light in Central Park and us
Wii bowling like you’d never fucking think,
unrequired to say the best and coarsest
enchantment of life is grace before feeling.