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CLAM TIME


One clam emerged & saw the cliff lift-up

its paw to phantom-itch the water. What

occasion! This ‘Being Alright’ inside

Clam-Time still fortified, while guards along

the obelisk clocked-out their shifts with smoke

from knobby lanterns. Our clam sat. Around

him acorns, cedar-root, knobs, dog-ticks, soil…

you know. Hence, clam pearled. He draped some leaves

with fibrous, marbled nacre. He, (clam), shelved

himself by minutes, little oval time-

deposits & checked-out 1:15 A.M. to nest

that minute in the guard-lamp’s optic. Opal!

The night-shore rippled. Ah, that old ruse

again Clam-Time? You tricky chiaroscuro.





GYMNASIUM


The amazing chalice enters, it has

Organ music in its engravings, it has

All of our faces caught in its power,

Silver-Navigator, it leads the path-crew

Into the building, where we find the gymnasium,

A glinting hardwood of pressurized orange!

Where is the mom of this chalice that

Brought us? Is her nightgown full of the bear’s

Exfoliate light, over there where it whimpers ash?

We cheer at her familiarity, bathed in gilded

Oxygen; a pipe-bag turns the lamps into streamers,

The drummer sews wood in our ears.






NOTICE


The vacuum comes to the party with you.

Silent.

It is silent.

Later I find the vacuum outside on the porch –

and the vacuum give me de-ja-vu. Except:


Instead of the vacuum

in the de-ja-vu, in the de-ja-vu, it’s you. And

we are working the air’s machine together,

springs and pulleys, with our noticing.

Noticing how you notice me notice you.

Posting all our moves.


Today, I am hoping to run into you and do –

You are taking a walk with the vacuum.

I want to speak with you alone. But no.

De-ja-vu.

The vacuum.