A Door Shutting



I spit down into the toilet

as the corner of my eye

catches in the slanted mirror

the door shutting silently

behind me,


and losing

my balance I see

in a small moment

your feet leaving.


Four o'clock, the white

fence of your face. And I am still

the same man who climbs

every tree

before setting in with the axe.













Parable of the Fallen God



1.


Things have been shifting around in heaven

The god of mildness has been singled out

for removal     it's no great surprise

he's getting old     these things happen


Perhaps the others see in him

the first faint signs of senility     or else

caught him doing something odd

refusing his share of the wine at dinner

bathing in the river     with some measure


of reluctance they push him out the door

Goodbye old friend


The trip earthward is quick and uneventful

he lands somewhere in the mountains

with a dull thud



2.


See him standing in his yellow sweater

he does not remember that he was a god

none would guess it either     he is quite

innocuous     the mail carrier of a small town

near the border     he drinks only on holidays

he keeps a vegetable garden


really he has become very reliable on earth

a friend to many     a man you can turn to

for help in a pinch     Only

he knows something is missing:


when his boots are soaked through to his socks

when he sees the silver glint of a watch chain

in the magpie nest



3.


The day he dies is like any other a Tuesday

or a Wednesday     who can remember


and asked to describe his face

all who knew him would stare dumbly


in heaven he has been replaced by a young upstart

who holds the position with much pomp

and ceremony     he has not yet discovered

how boring is a life of eternal watching


coincidentally on this day he decides

to check in on his ancient predecessor

but looking down through his tiny window

sees only a raised patch of sod