Blood Test
This, the prick: blood-bead and the vacuum
suck of afternoons in the park, the way you
pressed your thigh against mine, the shifted
weight of legs, nudging, we are closer to the sky
now. This will tell me truth: tell me whether
I am lowering, bending to gravity's pull, tell you
whether thighs will spider, will risk longer skirts
and longer nights, whether you are more
than just a shot in the dark.
What I Won't Say
This is the way it looked, to me: torn pieces
of yourself, spread out like a picnic, and you were
telling me, whispering in my ear, telling secrets
you were never supposed to know, how the earth
has shattered and you with it. I will feed you
to seagulls and ranch hands, I will butter you,
serve you up with toast. I will press you into the folds
of my dictionary and smell what lingers
when I have forgotten, but I won't
tell you, I won't say it, won't tell you,
lay wide open.
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